gay seriously. sucks to be me. maybe there wasn’t even ‘me’ existing. fuck it man, if only I have the strength to make a choice, in fact more than a choice in my life. say what i want to say, express how i want to feel, do whatever fuck i want. I just want to be me, it’s just fucking simple. if it isn’t gonna work, i’ll fucking change to someone that you guys don’t even know who i am cause you guys will just lose me someday. no one will ever understands this, christy is not gonna die, i am still me. wearing mask everyday trying to be happy, fuck that. and in fact life is fair, if it’s bad for me, there’s always something good for me. i learnt the hard way to be the current ‘me’ and yes, one day that’s how i’ll change, cause there was never me. i just want my fucking life.
Hi, new glasses. Help me to see a better world k?